what makes me depressed at this moment: SCHOOL IS SUX! i mean, i have to do
practical final exam and collected the most disgusting thing in this world: a
final assignment and waiting for the interview for that assignment. in the
middle of the month, i shall get the final exam of this term, and in the end of
this month i will get modules for a preparation of final exam of my third grade.
after all, i don't have any time to take a rest in the whole month..... dang!
ternyata cygnus kerja di plaza semanggi yah? kl misalnya gw jadi kul di atma
bisa ketemu dong ^_^ lol. gw mgkn ga bs dateng nieh... bulan maret-april bakalan
sibuk dgn skul dan modul2.
i have experienced the same thing like you. and i really really down at that
time, i even think to suicide. everything i do is just not correct at all. i'm
stress out myself. but, my best friends are really sweet. they make me notice
that, "i'm not that alone," because they kept telling me, "what
had happened to you?" and i think that's a small thing but it saved me.
and best solution for ya: "think a thing that only you could do it"
and you'll find that you're worthy for da life. and you'll never think you're
unworthy and small things that you do could change
what-will-happen-to-everyone-around-you.... just think that, okay?
hmm... it's not always like that.... if you buy the vcd/ dvd it will be sung by
the original one. but if it was played on the tv... it sux...
really out of tune and the tone isn't always correct... hate it... i prefer the
original dubbing, but the subtitle is below it.
gw pengen ikut sih.... tp... (bisa menang ga yah? mana tugas bejinbun... dah mo
UAN nieh... blom lagi modul, blom lagi AKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *maklum, org
stress*) gimana daftarnya teh? >>> akhirnya nekad, ho ho ho
doujinnya hrs diwarnain pake photoshop ato ga? ^_^ ga bisa soalnya... ho ho
ho...
wow! rustycoconut, i adore your answer very much! ^_^ how old are you? i mean...
you look so mature and i just sumtimes find a person who could talk about what
i've never thought or change my mind about sth. ^_^ you're rock! about your
problems... i think, it's a good thing that you know what are your mistakes and
the next steps is how you turn the "rock" that you thought it is a
stumble rock into a stone path for your walk. ^_^ you will know what you should
do... hope you find it. "never say it's too late" ^_^
guys... thanks for all of your comment in my thread! ^_^ it's really worthy...
and hope for the best to all of ya! i still welcome any of your share ^_^ lol.
1. discuss this with your friend and your ex. maybe your friend did that
intentionally to make both of you realized that you're really still having
feelings to each other. who knows? i don't know how guys do usually (and what is
the reason they "steal" a girl from his best friend. but i want to
believe the positive one)
2. ask your best friend --> if he really up to get your ex, whether he really
loves her or not. if you're his best friend, you shall know if he's lying or
not. use your man instict (male sometimes always using their brain... sigh)
3. if he's really an asshole (just playing with the girl or to hurt you) as
everybody in this thread said, take her out again! don't ever lose to that
jerk!
4. even if he's up to sth positive as i said in #1, ask her out again.
5. if you've already got her back again, tell her that what you were actually
feeling in your last relation. many couples broke up because
misunderstandings... i observed it (since i haven't had any boyfriend )
i have ever asked it to most of my male friends, the answer is:
1. ties, for father
2. handkerchief, both father and male teenager
3. movie cd, both father and male teenager (depends on what is the movie)
4. a cake baked by yourself (THEY REALLY SAID IT! sigh... i think it's
ridiculous, but, they said they really appreciate a girl whom made a cake for
them... sigh)
5. clothes, if you know the size...?
6. wallet
7. expensive pen, for father.
nope... i haven't found the mr.right. (what
is the context of prince charming in here? a guy whom i love at fist sight
--> it has already happened, or a guy of mr.right? --> it hasn't happened
)
hmmm.... dunno... just a guy who has initiative for himself (i hate guys without
initiative even for a homework!
it's always me to command them!), and if we chat together, the chat would flow
by itself... i don't care about he loves anime or not, i don't care if he's
homosexual or not, i MOSTLY don't care about appearance... (i have met a guy
with great appearance but bad personality!
). just that... and last but not least: love me the way i am, never ask me to
change myself drastically.
hmmm... it happens to my best friend too. my best friend has a boyfriend whom
even her cousin and most of her friends said he's the "worst" person
in the world: moody, emotional, getting angry so quickly, doesn't have any
patience at all, arrogant, etc, etc. most of my friend's friend don't like him
at all.
but she continues on getting along with him well. i mean, some guys sometimes is
a jerk to everybody else but very nice and sweet to his girlfriend (that's
happen on my friend's boyfriend). so, i think, you may listen what to your
friends said, but, if he never did things that your friends had said to you, why
bother?
don't ever easily push by somebody else even it's you parents or your best
friends. the one that know ourselves the best is us. hope this could solve your
problem...
do everything to busy up yourself! maybe cleaning your room or something... (you
don't want her seeing your room mess up, right?) just
kiling time... and 3 weeks isn't that long... (instead, for me, it's too quick
with courses and homeworks, ).
but since you post the thread 5 week ago, means the girl had gone back from
canada, right? happy fluffy romantic day for ya
my hobby:
1. drawing animation... ^_^ luph it so much! my school book is never ever blank
without my drawing. it's everywhere! ha
ha...
2. reading/ writing a fanfiction/ draft... (though i'm not good at poem)
3. reading novels and manga
4. watching anime
5. playing video games
6. log in into internet
7. listening to music
8. reading or doing something that could add my knowledge, usu related to my
interest.
i love writeing and drawing. just as like you. i can't calm myself if there's no
paper or pencil in my hand. i love writing fanfiction though i hide it from my
"reality" friend. *feel shame if they read my story* he heh
rarely fight with my elder sister (i'm the youngest)... i don't know.. it's just
maybe because the "term" in my family... (my mother used to be provoke
us into a fight when we're younger back then, maybe because of that we're tired
fighting...)
and, besides... it's always one of us who finally get easy for the other. so we
just argue and after an hour we would forget about things...
so that i hardly fight or argue with siblings... it's been years (i've forgotten
when is the time we're mad badly with others)... hmmm....wondering...
i see.... that this is a very multi-dimensional dating site.... then.... why
don't we disturbed yaya's and rituel's date then....? *snickering* (oops...
third person come in...)
"WAITER POORJONNY... OR WHOEVER YOUR NAME! Come here! At once! i want pork
sauced with sweet and sour sauce, and black pepper beef, all of the chinese
menus cooked for me in 5 minutes! hurry! after that wrapped it so that i could
bring them home! *he heh* what?! the bill?! ask rituel to buy it!"
i just wanted to know whether you have ever felt a rejection/ failed in your
life especially in matters that you think that is a big matter in your
life.
honestly, i never ever felt any rejections or failures in things that i think
are a big matters for me. i felt it once when i was failed to get into the univ.
i wanna go but the feeling soon disappear after 4 days because i got a letter
that announce i was successfully enter the univ. and now that i asked my
friends, all of them had experienced it and i just wondered if any of you had
felt it.
erm... hello...? i don't really quite understand what are you talking about... i
mean... what is the meaning of pain itself? "pain" in mental (mean...
they just playing with the girls, or so on...) or pain in pyhsics...*do i write
it right?*
i don't want to be popular.... but i want to make friends with them. i mean...
this year is my last year in my high school and i don't want to have an enemy in
my last year. i still be best friends with my best friends but it really is a
good feeling to be friends with everybody! ^_^
and i have achieved that. that's why i feel satisfied about myself! ^_^
hmmm.... i can't even think if there's A CREATURE like that.... red... salamander? i don't think so... pm me please?
what makes me depressed at this moment: SCHOOL IS SUX! i mean, i have to do practical final exam and collected the most disgusting thing in this world: a final assignment and waiting for the interview for that assignment. in the middle of the month, i shall get the final exam of this term, and in the end of this month i will get modules for a preparation of final exam of my third grade.
after all, i don't have any time to take a rest in the whole month..... dang!
ternyata cygnus kerja di plaza semanggi yah? kl misalnya gw jadi kul di atma bisa ketemu dong ^_^ lol. gw mgkn ga bs dateng nieh... bulan maret-april bakalan sibuk dgn skul dan modul2.
i have experienced the same thing like you. and i really really down at that time, i even think to suicide. everything i do is just not correct at all. i'm stress out myself. but, my best friends are really sweet. they make me notice that, "i'm not that alone," because they kept telling me, "what had happened to you?" and i think that's a small thing but it saved me.
and best solution for ya: "think a thing that only you could do it" and you'll find that you're worthy for da life. and you'll never think you're unworthy and small things that you do could change what-will-happen-to-everyone-around-you.... just think that, okay?
hmm... it's not always like that.... if you buy the vcd/ dvd it will be sung by the original one. but if it was played on the tv... it sux...
really out of tune and the tone isn't always correct... hate it... i prefer the
original dubbing, but the subtitle is below it.
gw pengen ikut sih.... tp... (bisa menang ga yah? mana tugas bejinbun... dah mo UAN nieh... blom lagi modul, blom lagi AKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *maklum, org stress*) gimana daftarnya teh? >>> akhirnya nekad, ho ho ho
doujinnya hrs diwarnain pake photoshop ato ga? ^_^ ga bisa soalnya... ho ho ho...
wow! rustycoconut, i adore your answer very much! ^_^ how old are you? i mean... you look so mature and i just sumtimes find a person who could talk about what i've never thought or change my mind about sth. ^_^ you're rock! about your problems... i think, it's a good thing that you know what are your mistakes and the next steps is how you turn the "rock" that you thought it is a stumble rock into a stone path for your walk. ^_^ you will know what you should do... hope you find it. "never say it's too late" ^_^
guys... thanks for all of your comment in my thread! ^_^ it's really worthy... and hope for the best to all of ya! i still welcome any of your share ^_^ lol.
positive thinking:
1. discuss this with your friend and your ex. maybe your friend did that intentionally to make both of you realized that you're really still having feelings to each other. who knows? i don't know how guys do usually (and what is the reason they "steal" a girl from his best friend. but i want to believe the positive one)
)
2. ask your best friend --> if he really up to get your ex, whether he really loves her or not. if you're his best friend, you shall know if he's lying or not. use your man instict (male sometimes always using their brain... sigh)
3. if he's really an asshole (just playing with the girl or to hurt you) as everybody in this thread said, take her out again! don't ever lose to that jerk!
4. even if he's up to sth positive as i said in #1, ask her out again.
5. if you've already got her back again, tell her that what you were actually feeling in your last relation. many couples broke up because misunderstandings... i observed it (since i haven't had any boyfriend
i have ever asked it to most of my male friends, the answer is:
1. ties, for father
2. handkerchief, both father and male teenager
3. movie cd, both father and male teenager (depends on what is the movie)
4. a cake baked by yourself (THEY REALLY SAID IT! sigh... i think it's ridiculous, but, they said they really appreciate a girl whom made a cake for them... sigh)
5. clothes, if you know the size...?
6. wallet
7. expensive pen, for father.
nope... i haven't found the mr.right.
(what
is the context of prince charming in here? a guy whom i love at fist sight
--> it has already happened, or a guy of mr.right? --> it hasn't happened
)
agree to extremecheddar...
hmmm.... dunno... just a guy who has initiative for himself (i hate guys without initiative even for a homework!
it's always me to command them!), and if we chat together, the chat would flow
by itself... i don't care about he loves anime or not, i don't care if he's
homosexual or not, i MOSTLY don't care about appearance... (i have met a guy
with great appearance but bad personality! 
). just that... and last but not least: love me the way i am, never ask me to
change myself drastically.
hmmm... it happens to my best friend too. my best friend has a boyfriend whom even her cousin and most of her friends said he's the "worst" person in the world: moody, emotional, getting angry so quickly, doesn't have any patience at all, arrogant, etc, etc. most of my friend's friend don't like him at all.
but she continues on getting along with him well. i mean, some guys sometimes is a jerk to everybody else but very nice and sweet to his girlfriend (that's happen on my friend's boyfriend). so, i think, you may listen what to your friends said, but, if he never did things that your friends had said to you, why bother?
don't ever easily push by somebody else even it's you parents or your best friends. the one that know ourselves the best is us. hope this could solve your problem...
do everything to busy up yourself! maybe cleaning your room or something... (you don't want her seeing your room mess up, right?)
just
kiling time... and 3 weeks isn't that long... (instead, for me, it's too quick
with courses and homeworks, 
).
but since you post the thread 5 week ago, means the girl had gone back from canada, right? happy fluffy romantic day for ya
my hobby:
ha
ha...
1. drawing animation... ^_^ luph it so much! my school book is never ever blank without my drawing. it's everywhere!
2. reading/ writing a fanfiction/ draft... (though i'm not good at poem)
3. reading novels and manga
4. watching anime
5. playing video games
6. log in into internet
7. listening to music
8. reading or doing something that could add my knowledge, usu related to my interest.
i love writeing and drawing. just as like you. i can't calm myself if there's no paper or pencil in my hand. i love writing fanfiction though i hide it from my "reality" friend. *feel shame if they read my story* he heh
rarely fight with my elder sister (i'm the youngest)... i don't know.. it's just maybe because the "term" in my family... (my mother used to be provoke us into a fight when we're younger back then, maybe because of that we're tired fighting...)
and, besides... it's always one of us who finally get easy for the other. so we just argue and after an hour we would forget about things...
so that i hardly fight or argue with siblings... it's been years (i've forgotten when is the time we're mad badly with others)... hmmm....wondering...
i see.... that this is a very multi-dimensional dating site.... then.... why don't we disturbed yaya's and rituel's date then....? *snickering* (oops... third person come in...)
"WAITER POORJONNY... OR WHOEVER YOUR NAME! Come here! At once! i want pork sauced with sweet and sour sauce, and black pepper beef, all of the chinese menus cooked for me in 5 minutes! hurry! after that wrapped it so that i could bring them home! *he heh* what?! the bill?! ask rituel to buy it!"
NB: no offense for littlejonny and rituel :P
i just wanted to know whether you have ever felt a rejection/ failed in your life especially in matters that you think that is a big matter in your life.
honestly, i never ever felt any rejections or failures in things that i think are a big matters for me. i felt it once when i was failed to get into the univ. i wanna go but the feeling soon disappear after 4 days because i got a letter that announce i was successfully enter the univ. and now that i asked my friends, all of them had experienced it and i just wondered if any of you had felt it.
and how you deal with that rejection/ failure?
erm... hello...? i don't really quite understand what are you talking about... i mean... what is the meaning of pain itself? "pain" in mental (mean... they just playing with the girls, or so on...) or pain in pyhsics...*do i write it right?*
// gee... interesting... //
*enters from a cloud or green smoke*
imouto-san (looked to saiyukifan)! i see that you skipped the exercise of ninja again.... my... what a classy restaurant...
NB: for you to know, imoutou means little sister (coz she's 12 and i'm 17...)
never been kissed.... (am i blushed and embarassed while seeing this one? is my face reddening?! oh my... i feltt my face get hot...)
i don't really understand
sorry guys... but... you mean "name" is your username or you
"real" name?
i don't want to be popular.... but i want to make friends with them. i mean... this year is my last year in my high school and i don't want to have an enemy in my last year. i still be best friends with my best friends but it really is a good feeling to be friends with everybody! ^_^
and i have achieved that. that's why i feel satisfied about myself! ^_^